You can't blame my emotion,
Because you should know it will never fade away.
When I'm alone, i'll always think about you.
And even though I'm in the darkness of dawn,
You are the one who lit up my life
I don't care about what people say about myra&dy.
[Tuesday, December 22, 2009]
ONE WHOLE DAY 201209 . TIRED SIA .
KOVAN(meet baby from outside her home gate)
ECP(prawn fishing)
Yeahh . then im having some prob with my mum early morning . haiyo . spoil ah die . then i text nad and bob to meet me at 230pm . sorry baby i was late . i know u confirm wait for us and looking outside yr dorm . but we reach late . im sorry baby . ehh tapi atleast papa dtg jugakkn . . hehe! thought i was not b able to see u . phm2 laa yr security was too strict . haha! mcm nak maki je org sane . tpi pandang u peh pasal . taknak ade hal for u . hehe! but atlast we ol saw u . haha! rmai nye org tengk lua tingkap . haha tengk2 kn kite plak tu . sukerr dorng . haha! org nak tengk baby . muke2 yg tak perlu pulak yg kelua . haha! klaka laa . hmm but yahh we saw u sehh . hehe soo happy sehh baby! eventhough if its only forawhile . i dont mind baby . as long as i get to see u im happy already . haha! yr smile will always b in my dream when im sleeping or even when im closing my eyes . yr smile was always there . hehe! love you soo much laa baby! but then alamak . yr staff nmpk kite pulakk . haha! fuck off la yr stuff . prangai dog sia . geram sehh . haha! then we lepak at d playground . haha! doing nothin . chit chating . then i thought of gg back there . but im scared of yr staff . nnti baek2 u takd hal . nnti u ade case lagi . i dun want that to happen baby . then arnd 5pm we walk off from there . went to heartland mall . walk walk jerr . no plans after that . hehe! then ilah got to go off . soo yeahh *shakehand(our style)* then she went off . then after soo bored at d mall . we went to the mrt . nad's wana go home . Then me n bob soo mendak laa . duno where to go . then i pop up some ideas . haha! go queensway la go find bob shoe . behh bob lak taknak . then lagipun my ezlink da nak abex . then sumore gg to queensway must take bus lagi . wow! duet dohh . haha! then something pop up . n i know its random laa . then i said . kite g prawn fishing laa! kat ecp . haha! then i dont know that bob wants prawn fishing too . haha! cool!
ON OUR WAY TO BEDOK MRT THEN ECP
soo yahh! send nad to her bustop . then our bus . wow! lame lar sehh kite menungu . haha after me n bob go toilet then smoke 1 stick pun maseh blum sampai . haha! then atlast . . sampai jugak! den we board d bus . haha! till ecp . then walk to the tunnel . then aru tembus ecp nye fun fair . haha my craziness has come . haha! cant take it anymore . im left with 3bucks . ahh! just spend it laa! haha! demi all those soft toys . then bob!! i was soo fuck up . he spend over 20bucks to play that stupid thing that u can get mp3 la hp la psp la . mcm2 . stupid right us . haha! nvmind skali skale . haha! then i say to bob enough . then we walk to the prawn fishing place . check out the price . haha! it wrote:
FOR FRESH WATER
$15/per hour
$25/2 hours
$30/3 hours
FOR SEA WATER
$20/per hour
$35/2 hours
$50/3 hours(i think soo laa)
yahh then i went to book a port first . haha! den bob go rent that prawn rod . i told him take the 1hour first . then he bring in and said we take the 3hours nye . waduh! haha! we played from 840pm till 1140pm . haha! tak puas pehh pasal till we ton there coz theres no buses n stuff . haha! then yahh we only got 2prawns for first timer after bob buy worms for d prawns. haha i was soo geli laa . but i was soo mean to the worm . haha! WAHH POTONG SAMA ITU CACING! yup i did cut every limbs of that worm . haha tak kasi chance nyer . haha! for me its ok laa . coz first time sehh . atleast something . hehe! then we go cook! i mean bbq! hehe! fun . freshh gile laa . haha den after bbq-ing bob ate d first bite . he told me" sedap sehh" . then i shouted back with a smile laa"kate fresh bodo" haha! then when my prawn is done, i said d same phrase" kiwak sedap sakk" then bob take my phrase"kate fresh la bodo" haha! fuck sia bob! haha! then we laugh2. Then around 1am plus we watch ppl catch fish,prawns and crabs . woo fun dohh . but if we go for prawn fishing with our gfs would be fun . hehe! can bbq sumore . yahh den after that theres one couple offer us one prawn rod . n we have 45mins to fish . hah! ok laa . alhamdulilah . now we get more! hehe come see our pics . n yah bob get bite from d prawn hand . haha! the prawn go cepit2 bob finger! haha! kecian . g buat kenangan sua . haha 2times eh bob kene . kk come see our pics . baby wish u were there . hehe! u know how much i wanter to go prawn fishing with you kn syg . hehe! nvmind one day i will bring u there . i promise you .
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ok till here ppl . then at 6am plus we went off from ecp and take bus to eunos mrt . then we bounce back . yahh u know confirm mrt pack with ppl working n stuff . soo yah we sleep till clementi . omg! bob overslept . he need to drop at commonwealth . haha! then terpakse laa patah alek from jurong . haha! soo sleepy . when i reach home . wash my face brush my teeth then off to bed at around 9plus 10am . hehe till 5pm plus i woke up . now sleepy back . hehe! ok goodnight peeps! till our next outing . hehe next sun peeps . yeahh celebrating my bday with my closes friends from ite . ok laa takeCare . n yahh dydeeLOVEmira soo much . hehe!Labels: prawn fishing was fun dohh
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [1:51 AM]
[Thursday, December 17, 2009]
OUR DAY OUT!
Featuring
dy,nad,ilah,shafiq,bob
Hahaa! our day out was fun . haha didnt expect it laa . but i think if there baby it would be more complete . Soo yahh theres 5 of us . Yesterday bob text the whole of us who are going that dont be late! be at Orchard mrt at 12pm latest by 1215pm . hehe! sape lmbt blanje minum . hehe! i know bob stakat gertak je . haha bob! u think i stupid . . hmm as ussual . if theres baby, she would call me star karat if im late . haha! and there dy goes!! haha im late . Then when we meet up at orchard . we go jalan2 . suddenly shafiq told us that his hungry . soo i thought of eating LJS . hehe sorry baby i know u love it alot . hmm! but infact we couldnt get to eat at LJS, we eat at MCDNLD . haha! bob ah ni! confident! at far east ade LJS . haha! then we check, yupyup da tutop ehhk . thanks bob . after all those walking here and there . end up theres no LJS for us . haha MAC pun MAC laa . but patheticnye ape tau . We went to town just to eat MAC then proceed to VIVO . ohh my god . memory me and nad . hehe! bersabar aje la kite . yahh . then we have some walk2 then to toys'rus . haha c the small kid do magic . alaahh . . i also can do simple magic ah eh . dont play play! haha! den when to the highest floor . tmpt air . haha! soo many memories . i was about to cry . but i hold my tears . wont let them see if im crying . its raining heavily . haha! those thunders were soo frightening . haha! den we when smoking2 . after that when to TIMEZONE . then we played games down there . then atlast! wehee! thanks kak akhirnye dapat maen pool . hehe! yeahh we play pool . haha! soo funny sia we play . get one stick from shafiq coz he lost the game . hehe! den after vivo, ilah gt to go home . soo sad . we plan after this gg to karoke at grandlink . but then i ask them wana go where? karoke or shisha . haha majority shisha . sorry kak! next week k we go karoke . hmm den we took the bus to bugis . then walk to arab street . hehe! ok laa one shisha quite cheap . then we took two shisha . haha! ape lagi rolling laa smua . we took GREEN APPLE and STRAWBERRY flavour . the weird part is that the strawberry flavour taste like bandung . hehe! criuz! dun believe go try . haha! ok peeps! here are some dumb2s taking pic while shisha-ing .

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ok have fun people! nights! continue-ing again tomoror aye! too tired . now wanna go to bed . ZzZzZz . . n not to forget . hehe baby! eventhough u wanna time out from me . i acpt it . hmm i guess i must . eventhough my heart hurts . but whatever it is . i still love you no matter what happen . nothin change in my heart eventhough its abit . my love for you will never change .
ILOVEYOU
Labels: if only you were there
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [1:06 AM]
[Sunday, December 13, 2009]
BABY?? PLEASE CALL ME ASAP!
oh my god . baby is that you who commented on my cbox or its your friend? baby if thats you ill b soo happy(: bile you online? bile you post comment on my cbox? baby what ever it is i will still hold on to my words . no nonsense this month when your not around . hmm! i will keep my words . as i say HOLD MY WORDS and I WILL HOLD MY BREATH . TRUST ME FOR NOW . baby! stay close to my heart ok . let me feel the presence in you . ok baby im abit tired today! hmm just end my match with SIM university . haha we bash them up . haha 7-2 . wakaka! drng mrepek . langar2 kite beh maki2 laa . kecohh sakk . haha! but kite smua ade kesabaran . haha! yup tomoror having match again at FICO SPORTS HUB at boon lay sane . hehe! baby hoping to see you real soon . hmm . n hoping to get your letter . hmm ape ehk agak2 u tulis . . hhehhe . ok laa baby i wanna catch some rest .
GOODNIGHT LOVE YOU MISS YOU MUACKX12
dydee love you always . .
do remember me always in your heart . ,
thanks for your anniversary wishes . hehe
DYLOVEMIRAalways .Labels: baby i need you
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [1:46 AM]
[Saturday, December 12, 2009]
SWEETLOVE! HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY FOR US HUNNEY!
Some notes for you . go and read up aye . And it goes like this . . . .
Every time i see you, my heart skips a beat. I am the luckiest person to have you in my life. I cant tell you how much you mean to me. Who knows where i would end up with out you. Since i met you, so much has changed in my life. Just being in your arms.. makes me feel so complete. I'm experiencing the feeling of love. 3 months we've been together && i know it will never end. We are stronger then anything in the world. You make the smile on my face when I'm with you. Meeting you was the best things thats ever happened to me. Beautiful, most kind hearted, Fun, loving, sexy, unique, genuine, caring girl Ive ever known isn't even the start of what you are bub. i cant stand not seeing you for one day. Every thing about you is perfect. I wanted a girl that appreciates me...for me, i wanted a girl who doesn't want me just to say 'i got a girlfriend, i wanted a girl who looks me in the eye and Say's i love you, i wanted a girl who i fell in love with and can never get then out of my head, and thats you mira. You're the one for me always. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY! although we are far apart. but my hearts still stays near you. hope to see you someday or sometime. hmm): soo sad cant celebrate with you. Till hear baby! i got match tomoror with SIM university at Bishan. yah need extra rest.
TakeCare sweetlove.
Miss you always.
ILOVEYOULabels: sweetlove is missed by dydee
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [12:03 AM]
[Thursday, December 10, 2009]
IM STILL WAITING FOR YOUR HOME LEAVE ):
but i didnt put much hope on it laa . coz mayb or mayb not shes gg out for her home leave . all this depends on her parents yup . huneyy please stay strong ok . im feeling what u feel now . yeahh no freedom no nothing . i promise u that i will not do those stupid things in my past . coz the person that i love now n forever is only you . . i will wait for you no matter what happens . i will always wait n love you . thanks sweetheart for the warmth hug when comes to the night that u stayed in my house . nahh now is not my house, its our house . hmm! missing you all day . yeahh i get the pic that u ask me when im home open up my lappy n theres notes for me . haha! cool eyh b . haha! still keep that pic as my wallpaper tawuk! hehe! wish i can spend my whole holiday with you . yeahh if theres you i think theres alot of plans in my mind . yeahh my friends are supporting me from behind to stay up and wait for yr returned and i hope your inner friends do d same thing as well . i always have a bad dream of you . y ehk! hmm hopefully that is just a dream n hoping that will never be true! fuhh! when i woke up i was soo relieve that it was only a dream . haha imagine if its reality , wow! i would be crying like hell sia . haha! baby i will proof to you that i will b good for this one month holiday . hoping u could call me sometimes . yeahh mayb chat on d phone for a short while . coz baby, i really miss your voice . hehe! lagi2 part u say "im sorry" hehe sexy dohh! haha . i loike! cant wait for 4th january when sch re open . hehe! can see u again! whee! ok laa baby till here . yeahh abit tired just now i have a debrief about my GP camp . And u wanna know wad? playing the guitar really makes me feel calm n this guitar da mcm my bestie . haha! when i woke up, played d guitar, bfore sleeping, there goes my guitar . hehe! can ask nad to . haha! when i webcam also with the guitar bside me . hehe! then now gg to sleep already liao . nights hunney . sweet dreams . n yeahh i do have some songs for you . i will let u hear it when u get yr home leave or wad ok . hehe

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hehe! playing guitar all day long . presenting . . dy and her bestie(guitar) haha!
ehh jap2 before i get to sleep . i must tell u that . .
without fail!!
ILOVEYOU
and yeahh to kak nad, thanks for the msg that mumy ask u to send the every night wishes . hmm too bad i din get to say it to her . hmm . ok laa till here . gd night peeps .
Labels: im waiting
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [12:10 AM]
[Sunday, December 6, 2009]
WTF! CAMP FOR 3DAYS2NIGHT FOLLOWED BY FAMILY CHALET AT PASIR RIS
aHH!! baby i cant help myself , ive been missing you all day long . cant concentrate what i am doing . ok ive this GP camp held at BB/GB dormitry beside sembawang park . yeahh im there as a facilitators . ok laa quite fun . what do you expect . its a camp, confirm fun laa . yeahh theres alot of game dat me n my team help up with . kinda new experience for us to explore and to take those skill back home . Bfore that, Last thurs i was shock that baby was there beside me . She reach at 730am yeahh! Soo shockk laa . thought she couldnt make it . coz she told me that mayb she might not b able to send me to my assemble place at yew tee fei yue . Then yup she did recheck my bag pack . haha! thanks huney . Then bfore gg to fei yue , we when to macdonalds have our breakfast . hehe yumyum sausage mac muffin . hehe! but baby dont wanna eat . soo i ate my breakfast only . then proceed to my assemble area . bla bla bla, she told me that she will b waiting for me till i got the bus n left the place . but i told baby just go home and rest, then sleep for awhile or atleast study for her test later . she declined to do that . soo i just let be it laa . hehe! thanks huney for being patient eventhough i know the weather abit hot kan? hehe! sanggup seh . Then our bus arrive . hug her, kiss her and wish her luck for her exams . ahh baby! y must i went for the camp! wish i could stay home with you! ok then we reach there . wow theres 42youths in total i think . yeahh theres 4group . every of each group were from fajar sec . haha! soo shock! Then theres many minahs the YP2 . all soo very the cheeky . ok laa i wanna go to sleep now! soo tired . just know morning just got back from chalet . soo tired! Then the past thursday and Friday didnt sleep well coz i got night shift guard at 2am to 530am then need to wake up by 7am . same thing happen on Fri too . ok laa gona get some rest . Night peeps! love you all especially AMIRAH! baby you've been missed by dydee .
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my night duty n beside was my game station that we help up .
ok night peeps!Labels: miss her already
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [11:42 PM]
♥WISH I COULD KEEP YOU MUCH LONGER!
Last monday was fun . hehe we invite ilah, nad and meen over to my crib . yeahh thought of having marathon movie at my place. Then baby told me that she wana go out with us . yeahh somewhere to town . then i never refuse anything of neglect her words eventhough im quite tired at that point of time n i dont think theres much time for us . but i remember baby says, atleast we spend time together eventhough its not that long . yeahh something like that laa . hehe! yup then we did when to cinneleisure . haha! fun laa . ade bnyk game!!! yeahh they have pools,arcade,counter strikes gaming and UFO CATCHER!!!(p.s im addicted to it) ok guess what? haha i get one for baby! hehe spend all my pocket money just to get that . haha! k ive some pics of baby taking photo with the bear that i got it for her .
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(P.S i dont wana talk about the sad part uh baby. i dont wana cry no more)
ILOVEherLabels: baby i miss you
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [11:19 PM]
[Thursday, November 26, 2009]
Baby! We are not falling!
oK seperti biase ye skola skola skola . haha! dy da plan wake up n straight to shower at 7am . Then suddenly ntah ehh my body feels weak . Then yup dy tetdo alek . hehe! when comes to 730am sharp i was soo shock laa . baby sit beside me and wake me up n go get my shower done . Soo yahh i did asap . Then go to sch . . . reach there around 1030am plus gg to b 11am laa . hehe! Then we go class for a while and im rushing to my class to take my test . hehe kelam kabut dohh . tak tau plak ade test niari . ok laa den i manage to get in d class on time . soo after my test, baby wait for me outside my class . haha! Then straight to canteen n i ate chicken cutlet and chicken chop . only d ayam2 . Then my friend call and told me that meet at d air con classroom at 12pm sharp coz our class having party . hehe fun laa kat situ . we have 10boxes of canadian pizza . hehe! sedap . . but i didnt eat coz im full . Then give a slice to baby . hehe hope she eat it . while eating d pizza we have shows gg on . n d VCD dat my friend bought is "WHERE GOT GHOST" haha its thrilling and nice to watch . haha! then in d middle of the show we have clubbing in d class . haha! kecoh kecoh . Then after our form teacher and d other teacher left . we smoke in the classroom . . soo pathetic . but fun . after all then we clean up . ok time alek . as usual, send baby back to her home . while otw there, there we soo much laughter till baby stomach cramp n she burst into tears laughing all around . hehe that is what i wana c from you my dear . . but d sad is when we are reaching kovan . she told me LOVE IS UNFAIR . yeahh! bcoz im contacting my ex n stuff . if u trust my love, u would nvr think dat way about me . yeahh we did quarell after soo many laughter . but d quarell did stop . after she tapout from d cntrl stn, baby shouted my name bfore i enter d train . den i went up to c what happen? y did baby patah alek n stuff . guess people what she say . . she say "im sorry" whoa . . my heart was soo relief . hehe thanks baby i LOVE you soo much sehh . hmm wake home instead of moody tros my mood change . hehe! smile all d way la . Then meet syabil at yew tee . hehe lepak till late midnight . ok la i wanna go sleep now . cant wait to c baby later on n go to school together . hehe! updating soon aye ppl .
AMIRA! AKU SAYANG KAU LA BABILabels: love you soo much
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [12:45 AM]
[Tuesday, November 24, 2009]
IM SICK!!! AHH MY TEMPERATURE IS GETTING HIGHER!!
ive flu, cough and sore throat . kiwakk!!! tak boleh angkat . didnt go for school today . but im going for my soccer meeting and its all about booking for this year chalet . Then after our meeting, Azu ask us to bring our gears if we dont mind . coz its been a long time we haven kick d balls . hahha! but mayb im gg for d chalet meeting but not d kicking after dat coz im having fever right now . ok laa peeps , im gona get my shower now . Then meet my friends at cck . hehe lepak laa kejap knn . . Taking Care people .
**MIRA, DYDEE LOVE YOU SOO MUCH**
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [11:51 AM]
[Friday, November 20, 2009]
TIRED LAR SEY!!!
wow soo damn tired . at 730am off to school . i must meet baby at 745 but i left home at 730 . haha best ah dy . to my baby . soo sorry to keep u waiting . hehe i know its tiring . haha! then together from bishan we are off to school . haha d journey keep us waiting and waiting . Then off to my PE class . then ends school . same as my baby . but she finishes earlier then watch me play takraw with my classmate and all of them are boys . haha! Yup baby i did injured my ankle . haha blue black . behh asek tekong je . hehe! Then after that go smoke2 outside school then off to my baby home . bfore that we meet chacha at sengkang to collect money . then off to my baby place . shes late soo am i . i got to go for the coaching course for football at 2pm . but we reach kovan at 150pm . haha soo damn late laa . Ok then when i reach to bishan mrt . Along d way i saw boi,azu and fatin . me n boi go to the campus first then followed by azu . soo yahh the course in the first place doesnt really attract me that much coz they were talking and talking . The coach were from BALESTIER KALSA . wow thats amazing . soo yahh this course thingy will get u a certificate . Only some of us get selected . Now im back home still feels tired . ok laa people . updating soon ok .
Gona get a shower first then go have my prayers den quickly change to meet lenny and boi at city hall mrt . hehe off to khalzi bday at Merlion Fullerton Hotel .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHALZI!
TAKECARE
n baby, ILOVEYOULabels: baby im soo tired right now
[Comments] // [dySAYANGkamu] // [7:09 PM]